demotivated

i feel so demotivated at work these days... especially when i do not have nice maternity clothes to wear to work. i don't like trying to fit into my normal clothes that are now too snuggly for my size. they just don't fit nicely!

the other thing is that i feel bored easily and tired at work that i'm tired of trying to look energetic and okay because i'm not. after lunch, i'll feel so tired and not in a mood at all to be in the office but there's nothing i can do about it unless the arrangement for me to work from home is approved sooner... well, more like i'm waiting for a token to be mailed from US so that i could check my e-mails from the webmail. it'll probably arrive after i've delivered!

my nose bled this morning when i woke up from bed. so, i had to wait until it subsided before i can get dress and come to work. well, i guess this is one of the perks of being pregnant. i'm just trying to be positive. for me, as long as i have signs telling me that i'm pregnant and that the baby is alive in me, i seize them and rejoice. a person truly sees things differently when he/she has to overcome obstacles to get to where he/she is now.